ButITry

but I have been feeling so lost lately.  I don't know what to do with myself...  I'm beginning to have strong emotions that I don't want to feel.  I would love it if they would just go away, but I don't think that's going to happen.  I don't want to be unhappy, but I don't want to hurt anyone at the same time.  Either way, someone is going to end up unhappy.  I am so unsure of myself now... Maybe it will inspire me!  But I'm not in that type of inspirational depressed feeling... I just feel like shit.  The more I escape from what's bothering me, the more I begin to realize it's what I want.  But I'm not sure if it really is what I want.  I d

Well it has been a long time indeed! I haven't been putting art up on here because I have a new account on a different site.  http://www.furaffinity.net/user/butitry/ That's for anyone who cares to look at my animal art!  I will still on occasion be putting up my photography and people art on here.  I got a new camera, and have yet to get a memory card for it!  And as for my traditional art-  I have moved to my boyfriend's house, and my scannr is still at my mother's house. -cries-  I miss it!!! But!  I will still be able to scan shit, only when I go to my mom's though... which isn't too often. And that concludes what is going on in my oh

Fuck me, man, I have a cold!  It's the first one since the cold weather began...  and it's almost over already, kinda.  Even though it just snowed last night. I've been trying to draw lately, and let me tell ya... it hasn't been working out too well!  Everything just looks like a pile of shit on the paper.  It pisses me off.  But, I got a new camera!  That makes me excited, but not too much inspiration is being tossed my way either.  It sucks. Failed my first semester of school, now I am jam packed with even more work for this semester...  Oh well.  I need to get out of the area, god dammit.  At least I'll get away from home for a couple of